I have a confession to make.

Hey, Jammers, I have a confession to make.

OK here it goes:

When I first started hearing of animal jam by my friends, I decided to try it out. I started an account in 2011. My user was blackbeauty6544. Weird right? I started really liking animal jam. I got a rocking horse which I thought wasn't going to be rare.I met this new friend but I forgot the user. I remember my last time going on animal jam. My friend on animal jam had these colors that I liked, so I copied. I also said, ''Hey! I like your colors! Your very creative.'' And then, I logged off. I don't remember why, I think I had to go somewhere or something. I didn't go on animal jam for almost a year. 2012 I got sick of moshi monsters, And started remembering animal jam again. I made myself an account, mldriver. I was like what?! It changed so much! Where was this?where was that? What is that? I started around the jamialdays in 2011. Almost a year. I remember getting a gingerbread house, and a Bow and Arrow. I got pink, which stunk for me because I disliked pink, (I still do) I didn't know how to use the trade system. So I started making all these random accounts just to get the light gray bow I wanted. I finally got it. Everybody started asking me,''What for bow and Arrow?'' I didn't know what I wanted because I didn't know what was out there. I knew some stuff like the first items you get when you log on animaljam. But, I didn't want that stuff. I declined every body's trade. Everybody showed that sad face when they don't get there way, or they say ''Scammer Jammer!'' Which I didn't understand because back when I first started animal jam, there wasn't all this hacking and scammer thing. Once pets came out on animal jam, I really wanted the hamster. I was having weird dreams about it. When I think back, I was a little abscessed about animal jam. ^.^ The next day I was certain I was going to ask for membership.  Once, I got membership the first thing I got was that hamster I always wanted here's the picture of it: (I still have it today)

I started getting really into rares. I bought elf bracelets, and started trying to trade. Trust me, it was NOT easy to get what I have today. I don't remember what I traded for my headdress I used to have the original color, but then I got orange. I had to wait to get my Black Heart Lockect. Once the swords came out I am wearing today, I bought those. (had to get gems first though.) I kept on changing my colors which annoyed me because, I seen snowyclaw with her pattern that looked cool. I wanted to copy but everybody would say,''Hey! You Copied snowyclaw!'' I couldn't carry that guilt.

Blogs

Every morning before I would go to school, I checked Love Lost's Animal Jam Flash and Snowyclaw's Animal Jam Spirit Blog. I always liked lovelost's blog for some reason. I really, wanted to make a blog. Because everybody was famous, everybody had rares, It was awesome. At least I thought. I went to lovelost's den to ask her how she got her blog and stuff, which made me want a blog more! I asked my mom, she said OK. I was so happy! I was like a dog getting a huge bone for Christmas! I thought it was easy getting popular on a blog. But it wasn't. I've had three more blogs before this, and they failed. I asked myself, ''Do I really want this?''  I started to give up. Nope didn't want it anymore no animal jam no blog no nothing. I started getting really sad because all this time I was trying to become popular, I failed. So, here I am now, typing my story up. It feels like I'm alone with all of this blogging. It feels like no one reads my blog. Which is probley true. So, what I'm trying to say, is that I wanted fame. I was so selfish back then, Rares fame, blogging even. So I guess I'm just going to have to accept it. So, if you have a blog, and it isn't all famous like you maybe want it to be, I was their. 

Now, I am NOT saying I want to be famous.